Cha0s Gaming - Azuli's Room

EasyThreads added Solidus to the group. 06/23/2024 06:30

*Sitting on her bed hugging one of her pillows to her chest.*

Hey sweetheart.. *sits on the bed next to her, but doesn't get to close, doesn't want to scare her* You alright?

Y-Yeah.. just something has been on my mind lately... And I wasn't sure how to bring it up to you...

Start with hey honey?

06:35

*he says jokingly, smiling to lighten the tension*

*she smirked a little and managed a soft giggle* I know that, silly.. it's just.. a hard thing to discuss.. that's all... A-anyways um... *Hesitating. Her tail curling around herself and the pillow anxiously*

Honey... you can tell me or ask me anything.

Well.. you remember how I was infertile when I came here?.. and said I wasn't sure I'd ever want children. And you gave me that option back?.... *She said quietly.*

I do.

W-well... I'm still terrified to have children.. I worry if I do something bad will happen to them or me... But lately... I've been thinking.. maybe I want one.. just one.. so I can know how it feels to be a mother... Now that I have that option, and ability to...

Are you sure sweetheart? You know how I am with my children. I'm sure you've heard. And I don't want you to feel as though i'm using you to get to them or anything. I don't want to see you get hurt if you see us together or anything. It's just, I love their bodes as much as I love them.

You... You use them.. the way... H-he did?. *She actually hadn't known he Used them from birth. She knows he's with a few of them romantically. But this was a bit of news to her.*

Not exactly. I'm not rough, i'm not abusive, and I don't stay full sized risking death or injury. I just love them, and enjoy being intimate with them. It's feeling them, exploring them. It may seem sick or twisted to everyone who meets me apparently, but it's a bonding experience for me. *turns away slightly* Everyone's so quick to judge me as just some perverted monster out to get his rocks off. And yeah, in some cases I am. But that's not true for everyone all the time every time. But if you don't want to, for fear of what i'll do. I understand completely. And if you choose to seek another father, then I'll accept it.

*she went silent. Letting his words sink in. Unable to find words to say herself for a few minutes* and you don't.. give us the option to tell you if you can or not..?

The first time I do it, no, I don't. As i've said. It's my way of greeting them, feeling them, knowing them. After that, as their mother, I respect their decision going forward. I'd prefer to keep going. But will let them choose. But once they are old enough to speak, and think. If they get curious and ask, or do it on their own. It's their decision above all after that.

I see... ... I... I don't know.. I do want a child... And I don't want anyone else to be the father... So... I... I would like to.. knowing what will come if I do.... I'm trusting you....

06:57

Promise me.. you won't hurt it?....

I can't promise you it won't hurt a little. That act does hurt a little. But it's not my intention to hurt her. I will be sized appropriatly for her size. But sex the first time for anyone hurts a little does it not? That's the only level of pain or discomfort she will endure. As her pussy learns to adapt. Then, after the first time, if you feel like you don't want her to. I will not. But hopefully, seeing how I am with them, will give you a better understanding so you can make a call with all the facts, rather than prejudice. Sound fair?

actually I'd... Rather not watch when you do so.. or hear anything.... I know it will trigger my past trauma.. and as it's supposed to be a happy moment.. I'd rather not ruin it because of it.....

I understand. Did you want a boy or a girl?

If I had a boy.... You would not need to do what you say... Right?...

If that's your only reason for choosing one.............

It would be... But... I have been wanting a girl.... So... Girl....

Then let's give you one... *he softly removes her pillow, exposing her body as he lays her down and climbs over her*

*her heart pounds in her chest. Her tail twitching a bit anxiously as she looked up into his eyes.*

*kisses her softly* I promise, I will be as gentle with her, as I am with you now. Let me show you the love I have for the ones I love... *slowly enters her, softly, inch by inch, and begins thrusting*

*she closed her eyes. Gripping his shoulders. And holding her breath. Much like she did the first time he Made love to her.*

*cups the back of her neck, and continues to enjoy her, thrusting slowly as he embraces her, kissing her neck and holding her against him*

*panting softly. Both in pleasure. And Anxiousness. She was having second thoughts about this. As much as she wanted a child. What would come next terrified her to no end.. but she's not telling him to stop. She's forcing herself through it. She's made her choice. And she won't turn back now. As she wrapped her arms around his neck to keep him close*

*he begins throbbing, his breathing heavier, the embrace tighter, the thrusts slightly harder, slower, deeper*

A-Araavos.. *she said. Her voice just above a whisper*

Yes my love?

I-i'm sorry. I've changed my mind... I-i'm not ready yet... K-keep going... Just.. don't activate it.. please... *She said. Her voice breaking a little bit.*

*sighs, an almost defeated look on his face as he leans into her* If it means that much to you. I will grant you this wish. As much as it will pain me not to want to bond with her as I have every child I ever had since the dawn of time. I will do this for you. *as he activates and prepares to fire* You have my word, so long as you wish it to be so, I will not touch her. Even if she approaches me. You will have full control, until she comes of age. *a single tear begins to form in his right eye, as he fires into her* You will have your daughter... and she'll be safe from me... *finishes firing and gets up*

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*she looked at him in shock as she sits up. Grabbing his arm.* W-Wait... I... I just need time... It.. it's not a definite no.. I-I may change my mind when the time comes.. please do not lose hope... Or faith in me....

I need to be alone right now..*fades*

*she just sits there. Staring at the space where he was. And just began to cry softly.*

*Comes barging into the bedroom* WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED? WHAT DID YOU- Do.. oh.. Zuzu?... *She asked. Seeing her sister sobbing into the pillow on the bed. Slowly approaching and climbing up to lay beside her. Gently wrapping her arms around her.* hey.. shhh. What's wrong?... What happened?...

*she sobbed softly into the pillow. Sniffling as she tried her best to stop and respond. But was having a difficult time doing so.*

*just laying with her until she calmed down*

*she sniffled and looked at Azeria; H-he left because of me... Because I... I wanted a child... But.. he told me things... And I... I had second thoughts... But he... He did it anyway. And he left...

Oh.. Oh Zuzu... It's... It's okay... I'm sure we can find him... Come on.. let's go ask anyone in the lobby if they've seen him...*she said. Taking her hand*

*Sniffle* O-Okay....

and the two head out to the lobby